Went to the see Dr F on the 29th.. Alhamdulillah semua pun ok.. I'm 71 kg now and berat baby is around 2.6kg.. (dari 71 kg tu rupanya 2.6kg jak baby.. beratnya aku kan? hahaha.. betrip la kunun baby yg berat) According to Dr F, baby is progressing well and the size is very good.  She estimated baby will be around  +/-3.6 kg when I deliver.. Macam besar pulak tu kan 3.6kg *gulp* Baby is already engaged now, just taking baby's own sweet time to make baby's first appearance :) Semakin dekat rasa semakin bedebar.. Kerja banyak lagi blum siap si opis tu.. Hand over pun blum buat.. Hopefully boleh siapkan semua by next 2 weeks.. so kalau terdeliver awal 2 weeks pun ok jgk.. Hubbs is getting worried.. Balik - balik asked me opt for C-sect instead of natural birth when he heard the size of the baby.. LOL.. Macam la dia yang mo beranak ba.. :P But I
I've set my mind to opt for natural birth kecualilah kalau memang teda pilihan but according to Dr F, so far so good and my chances of going for natural birth is quite high.. Sekarang ni tengah pack - pack barang to bring to the hospital.. Don't quite know what to pack.. rasa macam semua mo bawak.. Any ideas or tips?

There are a million and one things for me to do right now.. Banyak kerja tapi teda mood mo buat kerja.. So I decided to some blog hopping.. Came accross my ex-schoolmate punya blog and read about her experience of giving birth.  I cried a little reading her entry.. Even with her experience (dia ada 2 anak sdh) masi jugak dia nervous..  Rasa sangat nervous sekarang ni since I'm fast approaching my edd.  Rasa sangat tidak sabar mau tinguk what my child will look like.. I've seen and craddle so many of my families and friends babies before.. This time around the baby will be mine.. :') Not someone elses, but mine..

Ya Allah, Ya Tuhanku.. Permudahkan la semuanya untuk hambamu ini.. Selamatkan dan berkatilah anak dalam kandunganku Ya Allah.. Berikanlah dia segala kesempurnaan.. Jadikan lah dia insan yang berguna.. Insan yang berjaya dunia dan akhirat.. Amin.. Ya robbal alamin..

 It’s been said and done
Every beautiful thought’s been already sung
I guess right now, here’s another one.
So your melody will play on and on with the best of ‘em
You are beautiful like a dream come alive, incredible.
A sinful, miracle, lyrical.
You saved my life again
And I want you to know, baby.

I, I love you like a love song baby (3x)
And I keep hitting re-pe-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat
I, I love you like a love song baby (3x)
And I keep hitting re-pe-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat

Constantly, boy, you played through my mind like a symphony
There’s no way to describe what you do to me.
You just do to me, what you do.
And it feels like I’ve been rescued
I’ve been set free
I am hypnotized by your destiny
You are magical, lyrical, beautiful, you are
And I want you to know, baby

I, I love you like a love song baby (3x)
And I keep hitting re-pe-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat
I, I love you like a love song baby (3x)
And I keep hitting re-pe-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat

No one compares, you stand alone
To every record I own
Music to my heart, that’s what you are
A song that goes on and on

I, I love you like a love song baby (3x)
And I keep hitting re-pe-pe-pe-pe-pe-peat
I, I love you like a love song baby (3x)
I love you like a love song
 

My song for the day to release some work stress.. Haih.. itu la bah menangguh2 kerja.. Kunun - kunun menunggu rasa ok2.. tp rasa ok2 tu ndak pandai datang dan ini la hasilnya.. Tambah stress.. huhu..

Stress

Feel so stressed out about work.. Banyaknya kerja mo kasi siap tp ndak siap2 sebab memang ndak larat btul mo buat.. rasa mo menangis pun ada :(

Sheseido Make Me Beautiful Contest..

Please be a doll and help vote for my Aunt Fauziah.. All you have to do is register and vote! As simple as that.. :D please go to this page and vote.. vote.. vote.. thank you all.. Jasamu di kenang.. :D

Lately, almost always terasa macam tidak selesa.  Duduk salah, baring salah huhu.. Don't quite know what to do :(  For the past few days, the lower part of my abdoment feels weird.  Rasa macam ada yg tertarik didalam tu.. rasa macam ada yg menekan pun ada jugak..  Susah la mo explain the feeling. Nothing I do relieves the uncomfortable and sometimes painful feeling.  Sleep is almost imposibble.. Another thing I noticed, both my tapak tangan pandai cramp during the night.  I thought I'm suppose to experience cramps on my legs but so far kaki ndak perna cramp.. Tapak tangan ni yang malar cramp and feels numb.  I wonder if this is normal.. 7 more weeks to go.. Ya Allah.. Permudahkan la semuanya.. Aminn...

Someone Like You - Adele

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

 
I just love this song.. 

Well.. thats me.. :) 32 weeks pregnant @adr3h.. Told ya I'm huge.. hehehe.. So in the next 8 weeks dont be surprise if you happen to come across a LARGER me.. :D


( p/s: please excusekan bajuku yg berkedut2 macam ndak kena iron tu.. hahaha.. Seharian d ofis, itu la kejadiannya :P )

32 weeks - part 2

haha.. sambung balik lagi post tadi pagi :D

Tomorrow kami ada dinner.. The theme is retro.. Sounds easy enough la kan mo cari baju? well.. not if you're as big as me.. hahaha.. lagi la betudung.. kalau ndak betudung memang banyak jak idea aku.. hahaha.. Awal - awal kerja dulu ada jugak dinner berkonsepkan yg sama tp time tu I kurus you.. hahaha boleh la macam2 fesyen.. skarang ni ntah apa la yang mo dipakai.. hrmm.. Kalau ikutkan hati, memang sangat malas mo pegi tapi memandangkan kawan2 memujuk tidak pandai berhenti maka ku gagahi la jugak untuk pigi esok.. Ntah apa la baju yang mo di pakai ni.. hahahaha.. Will post gambar later.. Tapi jangan tekejut yerr tgk I macam anak gajah.. hihihi..

32 weeks

8 more weeks to go.. terasa berat betul sdh diri ini mo mendaki tangga 3 tingkat opis ni hari - hari.. huhu.. Kalaulah bukan sebab cuti sudah tinggal 3 hari, memang la aku aku cuti jak sepanjang bulan December ni..  Ini la akibatnya terlampau banyak cuti during early pregnancies.. hehe.. cuti dekat 30 hari jadi 3 hari sdh.. Tapi apa boleh buat la kan.. time tu memang pun rasa ndak larat.. Tidak pulak terfikir time sudah late pregnancies ni lain lg issuenya yg memerlukan (cehh perlu konon padahal.. hehehe..) cuti jgk.. Berat sdh mencapai 70kg last check up.. who knows how much I'll weigh in 8 weeks time kan? kalau 1 minggu 1 kg I'll be 78kg?!!! Itu kalau 1 kg 1 minggu.. kalau lebih?? Mati la.. hahaha.. macamana mo kasi turun tu pas bersalin? hahahah.. Anyways, baby is getting more active.. especially lepas jam 9 malam.. Time pegi klinik kesihatan hari tu, the nurse ajar cara mo kira pergerakan baby.. I'm suppose to take note on how often the baby moves in 12 hours time.. Masa mula 9 pagi sampai 9 malam.. Time mula2 tu bingung jugak macamana mo kira tapi after diexplain banyak kali baru la paham.. hehehe.. Kalau baby tidak bergerak minimum 10 kali dalam 12 jam tu, mesti mo cepat - cepat p hospital.. so far alhamdulillah.. ok jgk la pergerakan baby..

Lately ni mcm banyak pulak kerja aku.. haih.. ini semua sebab kerja bertangguh la ni.. Rasa mo muntah baca dokumen - dokumen QMS ISO yg mo diatur, proof read dll.. Masuk lg isms punya terms.. Haihh.. ntah la.. Immediate bos ok, memang memahami keadaan aku yg malas, lembab tidak bermaya untuk buat kerja time - time skrg ni .. tp bos yg atas dari immediate bos tu yg bikin takut.. Silap2 kena panggil mengadap P, atau pun ada la aku kena kasi masuk kaunseling sbb lambat kasi siap kerja.. huhuhu.. (kerja malas buat tp blogging ada masa pulak kan? hahaha) tapi seriously aku memang sangat teda mood mo buat kerja.. Membaca dokumen2 opis ni buat aku loya.. tp kalau baca buku cerita ok pulak.. hahha.. macamana tu? hmm..

Bah ok la.. suddenly aku rasa mcm mo muntah pulak.. will continue later if the mood strikes :) till then..

XOXO..
-70kg @dr3h-